There have been countless times when I have doubted myself, my ability to do things, my ability to come through situations. But, I have come through almost all of them, and by it getting stronger in the process.
I am still a very weak person, I agree. But that only casts light on the state of affairs a few years back. Even then, there has never been an instance where I truly lost my faith. In myself. I have many flaws but I do have an optimism about me.
I have lost close to everything of late. My love, she left. My best friend, he's passed away. My mum, someone closer to me than my parents, she's going through chemo now and I cannot talk to her for months.
But I still am moving ahead. With a lot of difficulty. But I am.
There have been many lonely nights of late. With muddled thoughts. Restless sleep.
But there will be a day, when happiness shall return and I will treasure it like noone ever has.
Prasid
