Here it comes back.

Almost half a year since I've written anything down year.

Life has been different. Things have not moved around so quickly ever. I re-read all my previous posts a few days back and it was such a pleasure re-connecting back. The days were dark though. But now I realize that the darkness never really goes away. I shouldn't expect it to either.

Although this year hasn't been as dark as a few years back, it's been one of the worst. I do not know what it is doing to me. I just hope that all the little pieces of me come back together alright.

One positive is that this mask is working quite well. There is a freedom that it brings and it saves me sometimes. But things are not that bad. At least I breathe better now.